Letter to Aaron - August 13, 2007

Dear Aaron,

Hi baby boy! It's been just about a month and what a month it has been. I have been coordinating an office move and it has been crazy! I've been thinking about you a lot today (well I think about you a lot every day, but today even more that normal) so I thought I would write you a letter. Sunday we were at church and someone gave even more baby hats to us for "Aaron's Angels". This is something your cousin Tracey started. People knit preemie hats and turn them into us and we send them to various hospitals with a letter saying that we do this in memory of you. I am still learning how to knit and will probably be learning how to finish the hats sometime this week! We have sent out a batch to Bryn Mawr hospital and another one to a hospital in Erie because Grandma Pam works with a man whose daughter had a premature baby, so we sent some to that baby girl and a bunch to that hospital.

Lately I have been seeing so many little boys that are probably just around your age and that is one thing that I still struggle with a little. I love watching them and just imagining all the things you'd be doing. I think about what you would look like, what our house would look like and how different our lives would be with you here with us. Sometimes I love just letting my mind go and sometimes it makes me sad and missing you terribly. I do miss you peanut. Soooooo much!

I love you! Bigger than the whole wide world.

XOXO,
Mommy

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